interesting day...

Oh shit right now I seriously feel trapped... I *kind of* like it but I'm so stressed. It feels like I have no where to go... When I was talking earlier the things that were said were too much... I had an idea but I still had no idea... I can't describe going back and forth. I felt blank. What do I do? it's just running is no option but should I even feel like I should run. Or why am I so scared... I didn't know I was so scared of this... and this has been my fear all along, I guess... and it's still true... geez! I can't believe the words that were said... and relocation.... I almost hyperventilated with mixture of feelings...